Look up (Baka Tumulo!)

That below is Jeff Buckley's version of Hallelujah. I love and hate this song. Ang ganda-ganda, pero parang kinukurot ang dibdib ko pag naririnig ko sya, gusto ko tuloy i-pause. Memories kasi, and the song grips loneliness.

Minsan nga napapa-look-up ako, baka kasi tumulo at me makakita ang luha ko. The song feels like eating Christmas dinner alone, or walking in the park (in spring) by yourself.

Or... being alone in a strange country, 8,012 kilometers from home.

Aguy (look-ap! Look-ap!).